Today I learned of the death of the artist-mystic Meinrad Craighead at the age of 83.
The Moons of the Vernal Equinox (from The Litany of the Great River, 1991) |
It is only in the past year or so that I have discovered Meinrad’s art, and watched the short videos made by Amy Kellum, Praying with Images and God Got Bigger, which I know I will continue to return to whenever I am feeling particularly uninspired. They do not fail to invigorate me, to show me what is possible, to make me want to keep seeking, keep trying, to be receptive and ready, and to create from that vast space of openness.
Though Meinrad seemed a small, unassuming woman, she was intimately connected with the wild, with the spirits of animals and the land around her, and the often overwhelming nature of God the Mother, who is certainly not just sweetness and light. Her work is beautiful, strange, and sometimes confronting in it’s depiction of birth and death, dream and transformation. It links spirit, woman and nature into a seamless weave of divine immanence.
Crow Mother Over the Rio Grande (from The Litany of the Great River, 1991) |
What I also love about Meinrad was that her studio was a shrine, and her art practice was ritual. Her approach to her work, as a sacred calling, as a communication with the many spirits she was in contact with, is an inspiration.
She wrote:
My personal vision of God the Mother, incarnated in my mother and her mother, gave me, from childhood, the clearest certainty of woman as the truer image of Divine Spirit. Because she was a force living within me, she was more real, more powerful than the remote Fathergod I was educated to have faith in. I believed in her because I experienced her.
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I draw and paint from my own myth of personal origin. Each painting I make begins from some deep source where my mother and and grandmother, and all my fore-mothers, still live; it is as if the line moving from pen or brush coils back to the original Matrix. Sometimes I feel like a cauldron of ripening images where memories turn into faces and emerge from my vessel. So my creative life is itself an image of God the Mother and her unbroken story of emergence in our lives. (From the introduction to Meinrad Craighead, The Mother’s Songs: Images of God the Mother, Paulist Press: Mahwah, New Jersey, 1986)
I feel so lucky that I have two of her books (which are mostly out of print and difficult to find). I will treasure them and remember Meinrad every time I return to their pages for inspiration and guidance.
Farewell, Meinrad. Journey well on the next stage of your being.
Throne (from The Mother's Songs: Images of God the Mother, 1986) |
oh, i didn't know she had passed on...i love her work, and was always intrigued by how she was able to live in devotion to her mother god within the specifically (theology-wise, and hierarchy-wise) father-god structure of the abbey. i must look into the videos you mention!
ReplyDeleteShe passed away on Monday 8th.
DeleteI too have huge ambivalence towards the church and its structures, and wonder how she could stay within the institution, and yet also be so far outside of it in terms of the work she produced. Still, it's the work that matters, and it speaks so clearly of something beyond the church, which I think is barely understood, if at all, by mainstream/father-god religion.
Thank you for your dear thoughts, Therese. We will miss her mightily.
ReplyDeleteAmy Dosser (was Kellum)
Amy, thank you so much for commenting, and thank you for the documentary you made. I've watched the preview several times, and know I must get my hands on the DVD. Meinrad was an incredible woman, it seems that she touched the lives of many.
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